Well, I'm officially sick and tired. Of my parents.

If you haven't noticed, I'm an obvious lesbian. If you didn't know that, or me, I AM~
So suck it up biptichs, I'm not fucking around~

I started to..."think" I liked girls, in about 5th grade. I found out this was called...Bi sexual. I would say I was more Bi curious than anything. In 6th grade, I had my first girlfriend. We dated for about a year. Around this time, I KNEW I liked girls at this point. Boys were still in my mind, so my sexuality didn't really bother me. I dated a boy in 7th grade, and realized, "FUCK BOYS EWH NYET EWH NYEET." So, THEN I found out, "Oh, I'm a lesbian? Cool story." I don't know, it happened. My cousin blamed it on my fond love of anime. I loved anime for a very long time, and as I had gotten older, I started cosplaying, and getting into the dirty little things such as Yuri and Yaoi. I only cosplayed boys, which no one seemed to have a real problem with. From a young age, On Halloween I've always dressed as boys. Except, when I was very young, I only wanted to be Disney Princesses, but you know.
So, my sexuality stared becoming more....noticeable. My hair was getting shorter and shorter, by 8th grade, my hair was as short as Austria- or Justin Bieber if I didn't do anything to it, styling wise. I started wearing boys clothing, such as boys shirts, flannel shirts, and skinny jeans. I mean like, boys skinny jeans. I basically look like a "Hipster", or whatever that looks like. I hate labels. xD

SO, BIGGEST DISCUSSION HERE.

MY PARENTS.---------------------------------

I have been through SHIT LOADS of counciling.
Teachers always talk to me about my sexuality.

The thing is, I come from a very Russian-Italian-German family.

They are very religious. My father is from Russia. He's orthodox. My mother is the biggest Catholic ever.

Da, I am Russian. I know, Russian lesbian? What? Well, you know.

WELL. FOR SOME GOD DAMNED REASON, THEY DON'T KNOW ABOUT ME.

I don't know how they haven't noticed. If my appearance isn't enough, I've fucked more girls in my room then you could count, and they still haven't "noticed".

They have started hinting. My parents always catch me staring at girls. They catch me making comments, from my mouth and on girl's Facebook pictures. Sometimes, my step-father says "Oh, Rose (My mother), you'll never see her in a white dress!" Hey, it's true. I'd much rather have a suit, thanks.

What kills me is, THEY DON'T JUST STRAIGHT OUT SAY IT.

I know what you're thinking. "Why don't you just tell them?" ........wwell im a pussy.

So, I'm scared. I just wish they could just fucking say something, so I can get it over with and they can start accepting me. I have to lie all the time. IT SUCKS.

The only thing that I even remotely have to look forward to is

You make my life. (: